i cried.
for e 1st time.
i donno wat happen.
i jux realise tat actually im jux so fragile.
i donno wat happen.
i saw him..smile to her..
tok wif her..
laugh wif her..
my heart broke..
i tot i can jux gt it over soon..
i tot my lurve for him were veri little..
but i was wrong...
i donno wat i shld do..
its eoy..
but i don hav e slightest mood for it..
im dead..
im cryin...
but will u even be dere???
or u cared is her..
my heart rly...broke..
shattered..
since u don even care..
but y??
all i nid..
is jux a little lurve bac frm u..
im cryin..non stop..
my tears..
made mi so fragile..
i am..
but wat can i do but to let u go..
im sick of it..
but y am i cryin..
i carn stop myself
i don wan to be lik tat..
deres nth i can do..
but to let my tears flow.

hiex peepxiex...
mi here crap le...
donno hu tat stoopid anon tats crappin at my tag board
><
SHOO~~!!
SHOO~~!!
SHOO~~!!
b4 i gt damn pissed off......
im alrd bein veri nice here le horr
so pls..
do wat u shld be doin

eh..
tdae went lib for MUGGIN
lol
EOYY~~
haha
carn imagine rite..
mi actually bein so guai as to go lib n study
but on mi n myself..
so sianx..
den i start to think of askin him to cum pei worh xPP
heehee..
but i nv la..
cox i veri gd de worh...
don wan chao him..
mwahaha
but i rly veri lonely lo..
so i read n read n read
haha
finish 2 subjects!!!
hist n phy
so proud of myself
lol...
noe la..im bein lame
but i bring alot alot alot of bksss to dere lo
carry until my hand wan break le T.T
gt blister le lo
somemre its left hand
ying liao.
tmr cannot write le x((
cannot hold pen T.T
haixx
nvm lee...
no one cared aniway...............

finee..
buaix peepxiex

`__WiShin Upon Da Starx

hiex peepxiex..[jux invented tis..mwahaha >.<]
eh...
tdae was suppose to be quite happie la..
cox gt netbal =p
weird rite..
i can i gt happy over netbal?!?!
haha...
rly la..
cox realise tat its quite fun aft all =))
but horr..
i aimed twice at e goal post...but din scored -.-
haha
but its rly quite fun la
at least i had fun =D
ehh..
most probably its bcox i bcum quiet enthu??
heehee...
maybe cox its graded ba xPP
but its fun..
i blocked..edmund..cher..sx..n boo T.T
haha..
den later boo block mi..
so funny......
den cox we cannot exceed e line ma..
den mi cher yh n boo were lik..
standin behind e line
watchin dem play..
den mk us lik so pathetic lik tat
haha..
cox we carn do anitin to help demm
tsktsk
haha..
n i mange to touch e bal!!!
lol..nt lik last time..
i hardly touch e bal..
think oni once or twice lo
tats e pathetic one...
but tis time is diff!!!!
heehee..
but y mux i always treasure it when its cumin to an end..
haixx
nvm.
mux treasure mre nx time le =))

eh..
in e morn..
went to ran wif peiwen
5 roundss~~~
woahh
donno i can run
heehee
i mean...
donno i so qin lao onee..
haha
but can train my stamina..
i mux mux mux run liao lo
or else by nxt yr my stamina will rly drop lik siao le..
so mux maintainn..
ma~~in~~tain~~
lol.
saw alot of pple runnin..
den we were lik...
sprintin.joggin.walkin.
lol
lik veri bu zi liang li leh..
esp. mi laa..
cox u noe de ma..
i carn sprint de lo..
den see others run until so fast...
haixx..
mk mi so zi bei..
den compared to peiwen..
i was runnin damn slowly..
zi bei x 2
haixx..
so i mux jiayou nehhh
=))
den now my leg has muscle ache le..
saddd.....

eh...
den tdae gt dance..
gt 2 assignments mux do lo..
so siao la..
pe gt grade i alrdy quite piss le..
den now dance oso mux hav assignments..
wad e....
but e video was nice =))
heehee
i noe i contradictss..
xPP
don care liao la...

err..
jux now was helpin peiwen n siewlin wif flashh..
help until my head wan baozha liao...
cox its rly veri confusinn...
den i nv do song ci research T.T
haha...nvm la..
tmr den do lo..
but in e end hor..
i lik nv rly help dem lehh.
cox watever i do jux wont work!!!
arhh..
startin to hate flash le lehh..
how arh?!?!
its suppose to be quite~~ fun de lehh..
but now lik bcum horr.
i enjoy netbal mre den it lo..
haixx...
jux wan evrytin to be over n done soon ba..
n hope tat i DO help..
in one way or another ba xPP
jiayou peepxiex =))

kay...err..
thu gt eoy paper 1
think im goin to flunk e whole thingg liao TT.TT
eng horr..
WROTE OUT OF POINT.
omgg..
i oni realise tat when im writin e endin laa
BOTH LO!!!!
wan die liao la...
think i'll get veri veri veri low marks for tat..
think mr wong will jux kill mi..
cox i don even noe wat e hack im writin la...sobbiex
haixxx..
its TOTALLY out le..
how how how..
my eng is alrdy near to fail le lo..
if tis time i carn score well hor..
den i'll fail my el le..
rly.
omg.
TTTT.TTTT
=''((
den chi horr..
e jian bao la..
my reason all veri funny de lo..
think i'll die for tat oso le...
omgg
someone save mi~~~
im faintin........

how can u do tis??
how can u leave mi alone when i nid u most??
when i nid u to be by my side..
u are gone..
when im frustrated,,sad,,
u jux werent dere..
tis is e 1st time u did tis to mi...
kay la..
nt 1st time..
but 1st time u don care abt mi..
when i nid eu..
u were wif e others..
but nt wif mi...
how can u do tiss..

k la..
enuff of all these le..
woahh..
wrote quite long~~
*amazed*
k...maybe nt rly tat long..
arh..fine
wan go lee....
buaix peepxiex..
mux jiayou for eoy worhx~~~

`__WiShin Upon Da Starx..
[ hopin eu were jux dere ]
[ my skie is grey ]
[ i nid u to brighten it up ]

yo peepx..
im here again!!!
now im super duper happie!!!
yea
cox im done wif FLASH!!!
aft bein tortured by it..
for donno how long...
its OVER!!!!
finally lo...
no mre bug le...
whew**
im super HIGH now lo...
but don feel lik revisin xP
no mood la..
but mux liao lo...
haix...
jiayou for eoy...
=DD

haix...
tmr still gt tat lecture..
sianx lo...
goin to spend 2hrs...
in e LT...
listenin to things tat i don understand
den somemre its damn cold inside lo...
but nvm.
i will PESERVERE
hopefully..........haish >.<
den i oso hav no time to revise liao lo..
humph..
where gt lik tat de..
dey shld jux cancel it off lo..
haixhaix..........

flash finish...
still gt CID
sianx...
don wan to remind myself of it lo..
mux hav to FACE IT
but gt alot of things to do alot of things lo...
i gt all my info le...
jux tat haven edit n summarise...
so sianx la...
n veri tirin oso...
haix....
donno when will all tis end...
n somemre humans de finish theirs le lo...
humph..not fair >.<
ours still gt so many things to do.....
den gt eoy...
arh...
wan die le...
[but im still slackin here xPP]

ohya..
last fri hor...
mr tan sae pe nids to be GRADED!!
OMG...
wat e hell is tis la....
pe oso nid to test de...
walao....
y mux evrytin hav a grade la....
tot pe suppose to let us slack....
[even though its NETBAL ]
think all snoopies will fail...
yea...lets all fail.
yohoo.
=)

peiwen tagged mi again for e quiz ><
but don feel lik doin leh..
veri sianx leh...
so...can don do de rite??
heehee x)
i rly veri sianx le lo..
aft doin e one qian tag mi de...
so...im not doin...
bleh.........

ok...
my mood change frm happie to sianx now..
lol
my mood change rly fast de k....
lol
k..its nt funny...
rly nth to write le..
my mum scoldin mi.....><
for nt revisin...
k la..
buaix peepx

`__WiShin To ForGet EvryThin..

haix...
i shld be studyin n piain cid now de..
but i nid to slack xP
so here i am.
lol
k la..
eh..
tis wk quite sianx oso
mondae...
two speech!!!
lol
but its over n done wif..
but i carn believe we gt in final for xiyouji leh..
OMG
imagine actin im front of 2 lvls??
i wld rly rly rly faint lo..
how....
den i would be e extra one again..
lik e audition lik tat..
i was practically standin dere for nth...
jux say a few lines of narrator..
sianx...
im rly veri extra la..
den wj n ls dere fightin..
den mi lik standin dere..
lik a statue...
haixx........
den i was lik.....
nvm...
i shall do my best...
hopefully................
cox i mux do 2e proud...for once..at least..
mux jiayou peepx =))

den e eng speech hor...
bullet train again -.-
but i rly tried to slow down le~~
so cannot guai wor...
haix..
i tot i will exceed ma..
den i sae fast fast lo..
but i understand myself Xp
hope mr wong understand oso la..
but hack le.
since its over.
heehee =))
den tdae hor..
bingwei was lik bullet train oso..
at e end part..
den i was laughin lik siao..
haha..
at least deres someone same as mi xp
lol...

eh....
tdae gt cid...
den veri scary lo..
cox we don hav anitin wif us..
its all in our thumbdrives...
den cannot show teacher...
but in e end we jux tell dem we did le..
mwahaha...
den we still sae we mux pia evrytin tis sat..
hopefully can finish ba..
even though it sounds abit~~
impossible.
haix..
but jux try our best lo....

suddenly realize tat deres nth i can do...
nothin. nothin at all.
evryting's out of my control.
i carn do anitin to help.
wat i wish don cum true.
wat i wan i don gt.
but things tat i don wan..happens all e time.
i donno....
but im rly depress...
feel lik givin up.....
but i jux carn...
cox i jux couldnt forgt...
i hate tis....
rly.

k le la...
nid to sleep liao..
my head tdae veri giddy..
donno y la..
cum home den hun hun de...
den went to sleep..
now still giddy giddy de.....
haix...
k la...
buaix peepx...

`__WiShin Upon Da Starx...

ok...qian tagged mi...n peiwen oso..jux realise...
so i shall be nice....
to do it..
lol..
cox i free now ma..
haix..
k...start...

skin colour: neutral ba..lol xP
hair color: black la..haix
eye color: blackish brown?? aiya..donno la..i color blind de ma >.< clothes color: white..black..pink!!!..lol..
wardrobe color: brown..wait..beige...shld be ba xP
seven memorable things tis/last mth:
zhang lao shi's party...
zhang lao shi leavin T.T
story tellin...
went bac fuchun =))
eng speech..haix
sep hol?!?
flash proj..i carn think of others le...don blame mi >.<
six pple i tok face to face tis wk:
qian <333>
peiwen <333>
shi xiao
wangjue
yihui
my sis...
four things i bought recently:
CHOCOLATES...for my sis though T.T
hairbands..but nt recently xP
mickey mouse shirt!!! lol
sweets.....
four pple you saw tdae:
mum
sis
wanjue
qian....lol
two things on my mind now:
when can i finish tis..its gettin sian...
peiwen's flash cd...teehee...
grap e bk nearest to u..turn to pg 18 n find line 4..
blank!!..lol..cox its a blank ex bk ma..heehee
stretch out my left arm...
my fan...lol
3 pple i wan to tok to now...
err...him?? lol..
eh...qian...cox flash..=)p
eh...don feel lik tokin lo...lol

yea..finally finish wif tis le..
though its nth much....
n quite lame..
now can tag others le...
eh...
shall nt tag bac e snoopies
k..err
1. qiuhan
2. michelle (6e' oh-four de..)
3. shirley
4. yijia
5. wangjue
6. yihui
7. cher
8. stace
9. minee
10.yinkee

k...finally done wif tis le...
gtg liao..buaix peepx

`__Wishin Upon Da Starx...

here i am.again.
sianx lo...nowadays..
i use com so frequently...
do those usual stuff..
flash...cid...prime..
so sick of it liao lo...
e flash is lik...
things tat i wan it to do...it jux wont work!!!
donno why..
den i gt so frustrated..zzz
rly hate flash now liao lo...
haix...
den cid is so tirin...
cox mux find those impt info..
frm one whole big chunk of info..
zzz..i rly hate it
so sianx la...
den somemre i don even understand wat im doin..
haix....
den prime hor..
e triangle one is lik..
OMG
hardly understand a single thing...
how can lik tat de -.-
...but i still manage to finish la..
whew
e statistic is...CONFUSIN
lol
rly lo...
cox i was lik...
some part i was totally blur diao liao..
zzz
haix..............................
hol is nt even lik one la..
its worst den sch dae lo..
at sch dae still hav daes where deres no hw..
but hol rite..
evrydae mux pia hw...
where gt so guo fen de la...
>.<
haixhaix
den now i strugglin to memorize 2 thingy...
xi you ji and e eng speech..
ENG SPEECH!!!!
think i'll jux die on tat dae..
den u all will hear lik bullet train lik tat le -.-
i rly tried to slow down le lo..
but jux cannot la..
-.-
sian
somemre hav xiyouji
i veri scared la..
rly.
scared i'll wang ci..scared i'll gt stage fright...
omg...
y did i gt into tis mess de -.-
............
*busy memorizin x(*

k la...
buaix peepx..

`__WiShin Upon Da Starx..Wif Eu..

these few daes i keep postin lo..
donno y..
but lik nth to sae lo...
den always cum here to man yuan things...
haix...

i rly hate tis lo...
hate evrytin tat happens in my life..
cox nth jux cum in my way...
nth at all.
i rly wonder y am i here for lo..
deres nth i can be happie for...
jux things for mi to get angry at...
and depress.
even things tat are suppose to be happie..
turns out to be so sucky..
im rly sick of all tis...
things jux pile on mi...
all i jux jux jux wish for...
is sth to make mi happie..
anithin.....
even if its sth small...
but at least..it'll help..
but tat thing jux isnt happenin....
haix........
hate tis...rly...
i jux wan to get out frm all tis mess...
its makin mi sick
but no one seems to understand...
no one seems to care.
...fine den

donno y la..
i rly hate her...
y mux she alwaes look at e bad side of a person??
she always saes how badd he is...n stuff...
i rly carn stand her la
she jux couldn't understand anithin
but she thinks she's always right...zzz
she mess things up...
she saes things tat don happen
n now...she saes tat evrytin is his fault
i rly don understand her...
y carn she jux shut up...
n thinks on e other side??
she always want us to agree wif her...
im sick of her...rly..
things tat she forgets...she jux thinks tat he nv do
i rly tried to think wif her...
but sth...she rly is veri guo fen la
i hate her...i rly do...

haix...
now busy doin flash...
zzz
i carn get it lo...
e thing jux wont work!!!
TT.TT
im gettin damn frustrated over tis la
>.<
den now i gt flu + stomachache..
zzz
haix..

sry guys..
tis post sounds lik..
a "ma ren" post...
but rly...
no offence to anyone...
k la...
enuff of all tis le..
at least i said evrytin out...
instead of stuffin it all in my heart..
i feel better..rly...

k le..
buaix peepx

`__Wishin Me To Get HappIer xP